Wednesday, September 5, 2012

First night anxiety

Laying in bed getting ready for bed. My first night in India. The beginning of three months alone proves too much to deal with as the realization of just what I've gotten myself into reaches my brain and the fear and anxiety comes crashing in around me.

I feel tears just on the verge of falling. I blink fast, staving them off. Focus. One thing at a time. Sleep. Rest. Get clothes tomorrow. And a cell phone. Get transportation booked for the next month. I have help with all three of these things. I am not alone.

I am courageous. I can do this. One night at a time.

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