I bought my plane ticket to India. Holy fucking fuck fuck fuck! I am really doing this! Up til now, even though I talk about the plan and planning and how excited I am, it was all still mostly just a dream. At any moment, the dream could crash, I could change my mind, or something could happen that pushed me in another direction.
I have a plane ticket now. September 3 through December 3. With a lengthy layover in Helsinki both directions. (Yes, I could have gone with a long layover in London... but I will go to London for real some day... when the hell am I ever going to go to Finland?)
Now I am committed. Now, it's real. And now I am terrified to death. But fear will not stop me! It can't. I want this too much.
Holy fuck guys! I am actually going to India for three months!!!